I can relate with what you are going thru . I lost a brother, and his son to cancer. I felt like I had failed them because I didn't do enough to convince them that cancer was a vitamin deficiency disease. I can't understand why this idea is so hard to understand. Their are so many vitamin deficiency disease's that I can't remember all of them. But mankind will not, can not even think about cancer being one of them . My third wife ( I marred one of them twice ) had cancer when I meet her, but we did not know it then. I told her about B-17, and she began eating them everyday. I was so proud of her & myself. Then 5 yrs after we were marred, she was diagnosed with colon cancer. The doctor wanted to operate, but I wanted to put her on Laetrile (B-17 ENJECTABLE SHOTS ) butmy wife insisted on having the operation. I went out of my mind. I knew how & were to get the Laetrile. Thank God the operation was successful. This all happened in 1998. My wife, and I agree, that if I had not informed her, and she had not started eating APRICOT seeds, it would have been a lot worse. She says I saved her life. I had another friend ( my boss ) tell me the same thing, about 10 yrs ago. I have a list of all my family & friends, and my goal is to see that they are given three bits of info. # 1 The DVD " WORLD WITHOUT CANCER", # 2 A COPY OF THE 3 CANCER TESTS I HAVE HAD RUN. And # 3 A COPY OF THE INTERVEIW ALEX JONES HAD WITH JEOL WALLACH ( 1 HR 17 MIN ). You really need to get the book " World Without Cancer ", and all the other books on cancer written by Mr. G. Edward Griffin. He is a true patriot, and he will never back down. I have known him for over 40 years.