I got Hodgkins lymphoma when I was 14 and did lots of chemo and radiation and it kept coming back until 7 years ago when it came back and since then I have only did natural remedies, I uses many things like black cumin seed oil and countless other things, but it still didn't go away. I kept putting things off in my life and wanting to sleep through the years until I wake up and it's all gone.
The issue is I feel the last 12 years flew by and as though I was a in coma and just woke up. I was 14 when I got sick and now I am 27. I can't believe how much time went by and I feel scared all this time just pass me by. I am waiting to get cured and time just flew by and I can't believe how much time passed. My brothers were little kids when I got sick now they are in university and my cousins are all getting married and having kids and my state of mind is still as it was at age 14 like as if I was a in a coma and now I woke up.
My dad is 55 now and starting to look old and his mom recently died, I feel like crying for all the time that was robbed from me. I kept saying when I kept better I will do this and that but I never got better but time flew. When I think I am nearly 30, I get scared and angry because I don't feel like I was living for the last 12 years.
I felt like I was in a coma and just woke up. I barely worked in public all these years but did online stuff and spent most of my time in my room waiting and isolated from everyone.
Most of time I have been at home, I feel like a old person trapped in a the house and can't get out for 9 month is cold in my state and I can't go outside on the bike which I enjoy, I feel horrible.
My older sister is nearly 29 but it's like for me everything stopped when I got sick and nothing continued so I nearly can't accept the ages. Hope someone can offer some advice.
I used lots of natural remedies like black cumin seed oil and countless other things but nothing really worked. Habanaro powder was the strongest spice I used but it also didn't cure the cancer and it didn't reduce the size but it did a little.
It worked the best as a manager of the cancer meaning it kept it from getting worse and spreading. Black cumin seed oil combined with cayenne pepper and onion juice, which I might add tastes disgusting like old socks, helped reduce the size a little. My story is a very long story but has a lot of value and I will explain everything in a future post maybe on YouTube.
From my experience black cumin seed oil works best when combined with other things not when it's on it's own. Just like any medical medicine they usually work best when used with other things together.
I also noticed when I had a large mass tumor in my chest when I was 14-15, I had a lot of large gas/wind and again when I got a large mass again when I was 27 I also had large gas. Which I never had before, so I think the tumor which is 17cmm is what is causing the large wind because tumors love carbon monoxide and hate oxygen and gas is carbon monoxide which I think is released from the large tumors.