4-ACO-DMT - Into the Abyss - 86610. Citation: lilfoot.
"Into the Abyss: An Experience with 4-ACO-DMT (ID 86610)". Erowid.org. Aug 27, 2010. erowid.org/exp/86610 It began one morning when a friend and I were on our way back from a party the night before. I had a milligram scale and a fresh bag full of 500 mg 4-AcO-DMT that I was waiting to crack into once we got home. About 10 minutes from home we heard a siren and saw lights flashing in our rear view. In total fight-or-flight mode, I realized that I sure as hell didn't want to go to jail, and even if 4-AcO-DMT is technically legal I didn't want to take any chances. We waited and waited and waited for the K9 unit to appear, the entire time I sat on the curb wondering, 'Am I about to start blowing up right here in front of half of my local PD and freak the fuck out on all this shit?
' Immediately once I re-entered the car I told John, 'I need to puke RIGHT NOW.' Summer Slaughter, a big death metal show that was in town at the time. What We Are Capable Of Video. Mindfulness Rituals: 9 For Making Your Day Better. “Smile, breathe and go slowly.” - Thich Nhat Hanh, Zen Buddhist monk Post written by Leo Babauta.
Are you simply moving through your day, without fully living? I did this for many years. It was as if life were just passing by, and I was waiting for something to happen. I always felt like I was preparing for something later. But today isn’t preparation for tomorrow. Fully live today by being mindful. You don’t need to do all of these, but give a few of them a try to see if they make your day better. Mindfulness Rituals Ritual isn’t about doing a routine mindlessly. Here are a few of my favorites: Miyamoto Musashi - "Go Rin No Sho" - A Book of Five Rings by Miyamoto Musashi. By Miyamoto Musashi I have been many years training in the Way of strategy, called Ni Ten Ichi Ryu, and now I think I will explain it in writing for the first time.
It is now during the first ten days of the tenth month in the twentieth year of Kanei (1645). I have climbed mountain Iwato of Higo in Kyushu to pay homage to heaven, pray to Kwannon, [God(dess) of mercy in Buddhism. - Slaegr] and kneel before Buddha. I am a warrior of Harima province, Shinmen Musashi No Kami Fujiwara No Genshin, age sixty years. From youth my heart has been inclined toward the Way of strategy.
After that I went from province to province dueling with strategist of various schools, and not once failed to win even though I had as many as sixty encounters. When I reached thirty I looked back on my past. Since then I have lived without following any particular Way. Strategy is the craft of the warrior. There are various Ways. The Way of Strategy If we look at the world we see arts for sale. The Way of the farmer. Fast Lane To Heaven. In 1982 I died from terminal cancer.
The condition I had was inoperable, and any kind of chemotherapy they could give me would just have made me more of a vegetable. I was given six to eight months to live. I had been an information freak in the 1970s and I had become increasingly despondent over the nuclear crisis, the ecology crisis, and so forth. So, since I did not have a spiritual basis, I began to believe that nature had made a mistake, and that we were probably a cancerous organism on the planet. I saw no way that we could get out from all the problems we had created for ourselves and the planet.
That is what killed me. I remember waking up one morning at home about 4:30 AM, and I just knew that this was it. The next thing I remember is the beginning of a typical near-death experience. There was this Light shining. So my request was honored and I had some conversations with the Light. The Light responded. We all have a Higher Self, or an oversoul part of our being. “A miracle?” The Awakening-Final Version-Full Length Documentary.